Que sera sera

when my superior asked if mr boss would like to try for a job at XYZ..i didn’t know how to respond.
It’s our 10th year as long distance husband and wife and somehow I feel as I’m quite adjusted to it. Sure, a wife’s place is to be near the husband but when there are some restrictions towards securing a job here… I feel like giving up at times…
I told Mr boss about it…just for the sake of telling, but I know the frustrations felt when you didn’t get what you wanted. Last time when I held my hopes very high for the job here, I was very excited….we got the connections, he’s got the qualifications..i mean what could go wrong? But the result was negative, and for the final time I cried..a lot…but once when we realized that all is in Allah’s hand, we become more realistic and positive and after that we learn that if it’s meant to be ..it will be…
For now, we’ll try to do what we can within our own capacity…These days when we asked for someone else’s help, it might not be 100% genuine, what more if the person tells other people that it is through his help and connections that he’s able to secure a certain position.

Que sera sera, what will be, will be