Missing you!

Today is the birthday of my late sister, Ein …I wrote about her last time..i thought I was strong as years pass by without her..but I was wrong… I cried again today..i missed her so much..even though she wasn’t a talkative person but her actions are what we are missing most.
If my mom complained that her feet hurts, she would be the one fussing over her..massaging her, making sure she had foot bath..masa tu memang kami ejek dia..nak beli jiwa mak la tu..but then it’s how she is..memang dia akan sacrifice everything for the people she loved. She always bought things for the nephews. At times I did scold her for doing everything for other people and sacrificing luxury for herself..Little did I know that she did all that because she couldn’t live long.
if she is still alive she would be the one who makes sure mom and the nephews and nieces had proper clothing for raya..Big angpow packets for the kids..she would spent lavishly for them.
She was always good to mak, one time she gossiped about the happening at the office, and mak told her that it’s not nice to talk bad about people, and after that she never mentioned/ talked about people..Memang dia anak mak yang patuh..
I will never be like her, nor will I copy her actions, but that’s how she is.
May Allah bless her soul…Al-Fatihah to Nur Asyikin binti Mustapa.